Is it considered "embarassing" to die fully geared to a undergeared player?

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I was 7 kills in at nwaf with an m4, plate, and blaze with full ghillie. I decided to push atc because i am braindead and suprisingly got to camp the stairs. I waited like a rat on top of the stairs and sure enough i saw a freshie with a red beanie and a sk 59. I drilled him half a mag of m4 and saw a lot of blood, but he was unscathed and ran to the opposite room. Then, he suddenly peeked and perfectly filled me with lead and i was knocked uncon. ( i hit him again with atlesst 5 m4 rounds ) ...