I've been playing this game a while and noticed something weird - I'm not just playing it, my body is IN it. So I started paying attention to what actually happens to me, and now I get why I keep loading it back up at 2am. When I hear footsteps in a building I'm looting, my heart actually pounds. Real heart, sweaty hands. The other day I crouched behind a wall for 4 minutes holding my breath cause I thought someone was outside. Turned out to be a zombie 300m away lmao. My brain doesn't know it's a game in those moments. Here's what I noticed across a week of paying attention. Looting empty buildings - chill but buzzing, like opening presents that might be empty. Hearing another player - full body lockup. Surviving a fight - grinning at my monitor like a psycho. Dying with full kit - wanna throw my keyboard but already thinking about respawning before the screen even fades. That last...